Today I feel spiritually whole and spiritually happy. I feel like I'm doing the right thing and on the right path, to the point where my overall feeling is fantastic.
I'm currently reading through the ADF Dedicant's manual and the more I read, the more excited I become about being a member and going through the training. I'm excited to learn as much as I possibly can. I'm excited to do rituals and celebrate the High Days the way I really want to, rather than sort of half-ass celebrating them because I'm just not sure what to do. I want to be dedicated to my religious and spiritual beliefs 100%, I want to live it every day, I want to practice it every day.
I am happy with what I'm doing, I'm happy with what I'm accomplishing, I'm happy with what I'm learning and I don't care what anyone has to say about it. I'm doing this for me because it's what I believe and it makes me happy.